CONFUSED.

i seemed like living in a wonderful life, frens are all around me, look like a HAPPY GO LUCKY person...

but who knows, i'm now 19th, and all i come over, are totally much and more than a 19th.

what i've experienced, is oso more over than a 19th.

that's y, ppl never think...what i've suffering, is oso earlier and much and more than a 19th.


but i never blame it, because all the way since the starting untill now, i walk myself alone!

what i've realised and experienced, i figured out myself in every hard things those happened on me.


19th isn't meant YOUNG for me so, the only YOUNG is only the number, but infact i'm not YOUNG anymore and only i knew it myself.


i'm just confused...am i just only born to die?? NO, ofcoz NO! then y this kinda weird thingy keep appearing on my mind?? maybe.... maybe.. I LOST MYSELF & I GOT NOTHING ACTUALLY, I'M OSO NOBODY.
 i meet thousand n million of ppl walk thru my life, everyone is different, and i see though the truth of this world, and i grow up myself without anyone.

but life is realistic, and life is cruel.. imma such kind of soft hearted person, until today, i stil cannot stand of this kinda realistic in this world myself.
i've failed for myself but not others..seriously.

爱情与面包。

 

如果你问我爱情与面包，我当然选择面包。

哪怕某天你不要我了，我不就一无所有。

The Rose.

Some say love it is a river    that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor     that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger      an endless aching need

I say love it is a flower    And you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking       that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking      that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken         who cannot seem to give

And the soul afraid of dying      that never learns to live
And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long
And you think love is only      for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter      far beneath the bitter snow

Lies the seed that with the sun's love


In the spring becomes a ROSE.

Party crazie.....

I always party like a crazy, i seldom appear in club if i'm being bz, but i'll head to club frequently whn i feel free and miss mua frenss, just feel like wana meet up and gather with 'em.

thr's always happening... i mean CLUBS.

i love partay but it isn't mean i'm gone bad.

i knw ppl usually think partay ppl are bad guy or bad gal.. hey~ come on~ throw away those lousy thinking mind!! 

you might be feel it's really happening 1day...

imma kinda lazy to blog bout the latest, so sowiee my dear frenss.. but i've captured some and let's the pictures do talking.   ;)

OH! Baby.

Baby, pls allow my tears keep rolling down this moment...

i've lost control...

imma kinda feeling unsecure right now...

and this is not the first time, i cry bcos of u..

it's happen because of we've to far apart afta we spent our weekend.

nobody wil hug me n fall asleep anymore once u're not beside me.

i love to rely on u, because u're my only love.
i need u so badly but not others...
u knw that..

baby u knw i hate my college life, i hate those homework full fill my life.
i need u so badly...

i love the way u pamper me like a princess everytime.
but how's bad, i didnt appreciate..

i hate we've to say bye bye with each other whn u drop me home...
i thought i'm an independent gal, but i found the fact isn't...

can u pls appear in front of me right now?? and gimma a kiss to comfort me like everynight u kiss me b4 say good night.

baby boy...i'm crying so badly..i duno how to describe my feeling, i hate the moment u drop me just now...i'm not willing to get out from car, i knw i'll be sad again..


i need ur shoulder, ur kiss n ur big hug  <3

Wonder...

i wonder why, achieve the way of happiness is difficult to me...

i'm  a gal who expect the life is full of love...
family boyfren n frens...
this is wat i want for!!

but i duno y...i'm just couldn't manage it as well as i can...
i wonder why, i'm such a greedy person...never satisfy the life i having now!

mayb i'm just too love myself and those around me, and i care for those who care for me..


sometimes, i've irrational...and ends up with some kind irritating, but i don't feel regret...
bcoz i knw this is my personal only way to treat myself to tk the next step with full of braveness.

i <3 me

='D

Pray for you...every single day.

 i do pray for u every sunrise n sunset   :)

my girl, i do appreciate the moment we had at the past.

my girl, u'r such a kind n lively...in my mind....

the things happen, nobody expect it will came to u so...and so, it happen too suddenly!

my girl, my tears dropped down at the moment whn i knw this...the sadness attacked my heart so badly!

my girl, although we're far apart with each other since we graduated form 5, but i stil keep u on my frenlist...

my girl, i hope u'll be tough n strong enough to face everything since this happened, coz everybody around u are keep giving u the mentality support..and me too  =D

my sem 2 holidays is coming, so am going to visit u very soon too...i think u wont expect i'll appear, so...it'll be a surprise for u  =')

my girl, i'm always here cherish to u..my ex-classmate, who improve my math..
sigh* i do miss u, i miss the cheerful Theng Theng.



GOD BLESS U, my girl.